the days had been hectic, as far as i concerned. i decided to take it low; sleep all day. its never easy when your heart is never at ease. and of those actions that were never true, which you've taken just in case it might been true.
of sleepless nights and sleepy days
of uneasy feelings in most daily actions
of feeling hatred of the sun
of feeling like biting someone
*now i know why Bella wanted to be vampire so much! gosh~*
still remember Metro Ahad's news last Sunday? about Tomboy & Fatwa. honestly, i'm very interested in that topic. sorry for commenting about it a bit too late, but i just cant help but to say about it here. well, what i understand..or atleast what i know, this bunches of gurls ( is that the appropiate word? ) ... just being themselves. hey ho, im not finished. they just saying their heart out, acting what they feel they should.
*fuck its hard to write this post*
most of those type of guwls i knew, they are the result of being dishearted. or cheated. or played by boys. most of them; only small portion who naturally being like that. i myself dunno how should i react upon this - coz i've somehow been in the situation, making me too tired to hate em. well, i hate em, for some reason. but then, for their partner, they are the best damn creation God ever made (what? im saying what its true. they told me like that). even it was stated in the paper itself.
“Kami (pengkid) lebih mudah dekati mereka (wanita), terutama apabila ada masalah. Walaupun sehingga ada yang melakukan hubungan seks, ia masih selamat kerana sukar untuk mengandung,” katanya.
-Metro Ahad
its the same words i heard myself. thats why i cant help but to write this down. and another thing, its damn hard to resist them. ntah la. i cant comment much. most of those fallen seems to fall for it forever. i dunno wether to wish you hell or what.
wish you can get back to the right track. yes i hate you and your partner fucking damn much. but then, i still concern. hope you realize where you went wrong.
wish you can get back to the right track. yes i hate you and your partner fucking damn much. but then, i still concern. hope you realize where you went wrong.
ok, enough.
urgh. feels segenap kebenchian filling my pure heart. babi!
1 comments:
wanita x leh berpakaian @berperangai seperti lelaki dan sebaliknye. sudah jelas lg bersuluh. walaupun ade segelintir yg mmg semula jadi mcm tu dan xde niat jd penkid, tp usahe untk berubah adalah perlu. niat x menghalalkn cara. yg haram ttp haram.
p/s:ak pon pnah jd tomboy gak - once upon a time lah
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