*i need vacation! mode*firstly, hepi holidays ( yg x holiday tu diam2 suda. jgn nyebok )
l'll be away for quite some time. er, a few days? ntah. xsure. tgk la cane. 12-14hb i'll be at pangkor. UPG's Challenging Survivor Island 09 (CSI 09). once dah balik aku komen my trip camne. (trip abes~~ name gempak..yo yo oh je). till then, take care blood-suckers. (korang yg bace ni smue la,blood-sucker la tu.ske ati aku la nak panggil ape)
secondly, im hepi.
hepi ke?
not really. dunno nak describe cane. pi mampos ah. well, i feel like, relieved (kot?) to see a person, who was in my life before, living her life so well, compared to the old her i used to know. dunt wuri, i wont mention who or how i met her, i rather let it be anonymous. she noe herself well ( if ever she read this blog la,which i dont think thats very possible ). she's happy. tayah tanye, the pics can tell everything. and she's confident with her appearance now. and confident to be wat she shud be. i think, that is wat her real self. tho there's a slight kecewa im feeling,but seeing her doing well, is gud enaf for me kot. ntah, i luv to see her this way. n i can onli see like this, talking to myself (sick,masochistic me) or write it down for self reference in blog, like a coward. dunt get me wrong, im not hoping for her. not hoping for anyone (for time being,im feeling im not for anyone.self-denying ke??). its just, i want to let it out, what i feel about this feeling. rindu ke? ntah. pape je la.aku xkesah pon. ok je. (smile)
cume nk ckp.sy rindu kamu.dan sy suke tgk kamu dgn life kamu skrg.hv fun, take care, live well okay?
no, i dont think this is an emo entry.
l'll be away for quite some time. er, a few days? ntah. xsure. tgk la cane. 12-14hb i'll be at pangkor. UPG's Challenging Survivor Island 09 (CSI 09). once dah balik aku komen my trip camne. (trip abes~~ name gempak..yo yo oh je). till then, take care blood-suckers. (korang yg bace ni smue la,blood-sucker la tu.ske ati aku la nak panggil ape)
secondly, im hepi.
hepi ke?
not really. dunno nak describe cane. pi mampos ah. well, i feel like, relieved (kot?) to see a person, who was in my life before, living her life so well, compared to the old her i used to know. dunt wuri, i wont mention who or how i met her, i rather let it be anonymous. she noe herself well ( if ever she read this blog la,which i dont think thats very possible ). she's happy. tayah tanye, the pics can tell everything. and she's confident with her appearance now. and confident to be wat she shud be. i think, that is wat her real self. tho there's a slight kecewa im feeling,but seeing her doing well, is gud enaf for me kot. ntah, i luv to see her this way. n i can onli see like this, talking to myself (sick,masochistic me) or write it down for self reference in blog, like a coward. dunt get me wrong, im not hoping for her. not hoping for anyone (for time being,im feeling im not for anyone.self-denying ke??). its just, i want to let it out, what i feel about this feeling. rindu ke? ntah. pape je la.aku xkesah pon. ok je. (smile)
cume nk ckp.sy rindu kamu.dan sy suke tgk kamu dgn life kamu skrg.hv fun, take care, live well okay?
no, i dont think this is an emo entry.
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